Boredom is killing me…. like and message me for kik♥ I might answer(:
The past it so hard to forget.. people’s words stick in your mind for years to come. “To live and let go” is one of the hardest things I’ve ever tried to do.
I think you need a retake. If you read my stuff and actually look at it you’ll see I’m not promoting it. You don’t even know how many people message me saying thank you and I give them my kik and or we message back and forth to talk and I can give them advise. I would never support people who self harm. I use to do that and I finally broke free and I refuse to let someone else feel that way. Friday at school I went to the bathroom while I was in there a girl ran in crying I almost left but said no because the crying change sound and I knew the sound its what I use to makes cutting I talked to her through the stall door. Finally got her out and helped her clean her freshly cut arm. I hugged her and held her in the bathroom for a while and then once she stopped got her number and began texting her.. and Its three days later and I’m still talking to her. So learn all of your facts before you go calling people gross, you could set them off the egde to feel like crap and go back to hurting themselves. Watch what you say.
Fuck this post
Fuck this post so much.
You want a “Why not?”
How about the way your best friend’s older sister will throw up by the side of the road because she’s crying so hard
How about the way your best friend will sob for weeks in her showers, in her bedroom, in the bathroom at school
How about the way your mother will cry every time she looks at herself in the mirror and pictures herself bringing you home
How about the way your father’s eyes will NEVER stop mirroring the image of your hanging body
How about the way your boyfriend will sit in his room in silence, unable to eat or sleep, or even to fucking shower, because why would he want to continue without you
How about the way the girl who called you a brother will start crying every time she sees your parents
How about the way your family will sit in your house after the funeral looking blankly at one another, because god knows they can’t find a fucking thing to say that doesn’t just float through the air where you should be walking
How about the way your sister will wake up every morning and see your door and convince herself that you could still be there, just sleeping in your bed
How about the way your ex girlfriend will come over and pull your clothes from the drawers and cry while she holds them desperately to her face to breathe in what’s left of you
Don’t you dare tell me it won’t change things
There may be stars in the sky and wind in the air and sun in the clouds
But without you we do not want them
Don’t you dare be selfish enough to believe you aren’t important to us
So fuck this post
and fuck this romanticism of suicide
and fuck you for leaving my sister to cry in her room when she thinks nobody can hear
bless this reblog
I CANT REBLOG THIS ANY HARDER FUCK.
This made me cry :(